I almost forgot that I also started this blog to keep a public log of my progress over the next year. What progress you ask? You see, over the past two years I’ve become unhealthy. I’ve gained a considerable and undesirable amount of weight, I’m not happy with my body, I feel sort of… icky.. and I am determined to change that. I’m setting a specific goal for myself each month and WILL be meeting it. I want to be happy with myself outside as well as inside.
When I was a kid I had two very different dreams. I wanted to be either a marine biologist.. or a Las Vegas Showgirl. No joke. VERY different worlds right? That was me. I’m all over the place. I constantly want to conquer a new adventure, something amazing, end up famous, etc. I have such huge dreams. And surprisingly I’m passionate about them all. Probably why I couldn’t ever just stick to ONE thing. No matter what it was; favorite movie, band, color, type of shoes or clothes I liked, food, hobbies, goals, and the worst – men.
I’m rambling. So let me get back on track here.
I want to be healthy of course. Who doesn’t? But seriously, performing is my most passionate dream. So once I lose the weight and tone up as much as possible, I want to join a burlesque group. That’s the ultimate glitz & glam fantasy to me. I will do it too. You just wait and see. Give me ’til this time next year and you’ll see something mind blowing. ME!